Yes, I cheated. I had a handful of chips and two pieces of sugar free dark chocolate tonight. It's friday and in this house, it means junk food night. I guess I didn't want to feel left out. I was remarkably restrained. Friday nights are traditionally a free for all. We buy junkfood and pop and basically eat like pigs. Over the past 3 months, I have been limiting the pop to 12 small bottles every weekend. So 3 for each of us. It's helped my youngest son lose a few pounds and saved my budget. This was the first weekend I refused to drink pop and I was okay with that.
Every night, I stop eating at 7:30 because I am usually asleep by 10:30. Tonight, since it's a weekend, I stay up a little later so my cut off time for eating was 8:30. I ate good all day and my 'bedtime snack' was chips and chocolate. I haven't had anything since and don't plan to until morning.
There was a difference in the way I ate the 'junk' tonight. I chewed every single chip with determination. I let myself savor the flavour of salt and vinegar and made sure to thoroughly chew before swallowing. I did the same with the chocolate; biting off small pieces and enjoyed every single sensation in my mouth. Really, all I wanted was that handful of chips and two pieces of chocolate. I was satisfied with that. Would I have been last week? Probably not. I probably would have scarfed down half the bag of chips and eaten an entire chocolate bar.
Yes, I cheated but this time was different. This time I was conscious of what was going into my mouth. This time, I enjoyed my food and this time, I was happy with what I had.
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Good for you to having that little cheat moment and not going overboard on it. Moderation is always a good key. :)
ReplyDeleteYou are doing great! My daughter has a blog and she has some good vegan recipes. She isn't vegan or vegetarian but she just loves cooking. I don't know if you saw the link I posted on FF so here it is - http://healthyandhomemade.blogspot.com/
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